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The voice inside my head says that it's okay....

Tue Oct 13, 2009, 5:36 PM
  • Mood: Shame
  • Listening to: Metric- Help, I'm alive!
  • Reading: The Vampire Lestat - Anne Rice
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: with Blondie, my cat
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
"I suppose I could explain it to you-" he mumbled grudgingly.
I honestly thought I was going to explode- I couldn't take another second of his begrudging superiority. Fucking prophets, no wonder why everyone beats his ugly mug to a pulp day to day. "but then the riddle would be rendered lifeless, y'know?"
Why can't someone render you lifeless?
Obviously, I was little bit bitter... the cunt had a reason to be my sovereign, as Atrocious said- I was just his bodyguard. "Just picture it for a moment, Eros... the question is flying free, between you and me, back and forth and around, and you are selfish enough to trap it into that tiny cage we humans call the brain. You, of all people are asking me to clip this little ditty's wings!" his expression betrayed the riot building up behind his eyes. "Your cruelty surpasses even my own comprehension. Just think for a moment, utilize all of your precious schemas, my darling. DO YOU really want all the magic in the world to dwindle and die, to render it all explicable and scientific?"
By this point, his words had become nonsense to my ears. I was tired and angry for being subjected to his rants, all meaningless banter.
"Yes, I do," I didn't care. At this point, I simply wanted to spite the bitch- make him writhe and moan... but I never held such power over him. On the contrary, he had me wrapped around his finger, a victim to his every wish.
"You selfish bastard, just go to sleep."
"So I can take you somewhere far away?"
"Oh baby, will you take me to the sky tonight?" he purred.
I blinked... not this again. Oh lord. "I wanna traverse the 'midnight meat train' for an hour or two before it pulls out of the station."
"Get the fuck out, now!"

He did leave eventually. I'd rather not talk about what I had to do though. I'm going to bed now if anything, just to see where I'll end up in the morning.

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:iconsaurodinus:
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I think you mean AP English Language ;)

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:iconemoxjello:
Oops lol you're right.
Y'know you can comment on the journal section riiiiight? lol :D

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Well..maybe i will next time.

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*音楽わセイドウです* :floating:
:iconemoxjello:
xD lol
Whatever floats your boat. I was just a tad bit confused when I looked at the comment. lol

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Got a new acount, if u want to watch me there.
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